Sunday, March 28, 2021

Let’s talk about friends again.

 Friends stick with you through thick and thin. Friends don’t just stop talking to you one day because it’s not convenient for them. I had what I thought was my best friend Ann Reeley in Australia who just decided one day to Chuck me after over ten years. What a waste of my time. What a waste of my energy. What a waste of humanity she is. 

We are in hell and it’s not getting any better.

 So here we are in 2021. The Dumbocraps have cheated their way to the Presidency and election a Nigger whore and a Pedophile. Woooo you say. I said Nigger. Every culture and race has its white trash, it’s Wops, it’s Chinks, it garbage and Blacks are no different. Niggers, Niggers, Niggers. That’s what our Vice President is even though she’s not even black. She’s Indian and Jamaican. Gas prices have risen, un employment is back on the rise and this COMPLETE BULLSHIT called COVID 19 is ruining this country just as the Dumbocraps designed it too. Every tranny dyke bozo is now holding office and the Dumbocraps are printing up money like toilet paper to get people to vote for them. They are too stupid to realize this has all happened before and failed every time. Time to lock and load because the Pedophile they’ve elected is about to try and outlaw guns and he will die trying because this is America and Americans will stay armed forever. 

Friday, February 22, 2019

Are we in hell or going to hell?

I am an Independent as far as politics goes. I firmly believe both Republicans and Democrats are evil, lying, scheming (although Republicans are really bad at it) pieces of shit who are only interested in making themselves rich and fuck everyone else. I come from an abusive, horrible background but I’ve always believed in people....until now.

I went to college. I went into massive debt. I got a Masters in Human Services thinking people would be like me. I was poor. Dirt poor and made the mistake of believing people were like me. Would grab every program, every extra, every thing they could to make themselves better and better their family. At the time, I didn’t understand that programs like the ones I was interested in were supported by Democrats who had no intention of allowing people to get off these programs. These programs are designed by Democrats for people to never get off of. So they will vote for Democrats.

Now I find myself working with people, 90% of which have no intention of being better people, no intention of ever becoming productive members of society and keep spitting out kids just like them. They are slugs. They drain us of resources. All they do is take. They are the “eaters”. We need a purge.

Maybe that’s cruel. Maybe that’s inhumane. Maybe I’m being intolerant. Maybe I’m right.

Tuesday, November 27, 2018

Lies, lies and more lies

But they just want to pursue the American Dream......yeah right.


Saturday, November 24, 2018

Let’s talk about family

Now my family is screwed. I suppose everyone’s family has some screwyness to them, but my entire family is screwed (with the noteable exception of my brother Paul). I have a sister Ginny who is the drama queen from hell and thinks everyone should fall down on their knees and worship her. A sister Emily who is so out of touch with reality she can’t feed her kids anything but chicken nuggets because that’s all they choose to eat, a brother Randy who thinks he’s too good to associate with anyone, a father who thinks the entire world revolves around him, a mother who is Mormon and if you don’t think exactly like she does you are shit.

Then there is my husband’s family. My family used to be all Mormon (converted in the mid 70’s). Well not me, I was told join the Mormon church or get out of the family (at 13).  No one knew I thought the Mormon church was a crock of shit and a cult (except the Bishop of our church Bishop Peterson, who said well whatever your family thinks is right). So I went to church to shut everyone up and keep the peace. My husband’s family was raised Mormon. So, when my husband and I got together, his family thought, “oh good, he marrying a good Mormon girl and he will come back to the church”. (He never believed any of their bullshit either.) His family didn’t know I was the furthest thing from a “good Mormon girl” there could ever be. 

I was an agnostic. I really didn’t care about religion, didn’t care about church, couldn’t be bothered about any of it. Until I met my husband (the big fallen Mormon) who encouraged me to use the critical thinking skills I’d honed in college to religion. To really examine what this country was founded on, to really explore what the current politicians are really up to. So now my eyes are open. 

And now, his family excludes me from all emails.  I am a pariah. So all the friendly banter, all the family chatter, was nothing but a ploy to get me to get my husband back involved with the church. I am now excluded from all family emails, once in awhile they comment on my posts when I post what’s going on with our lives. Alan has no Facebook presence so the only news they get about him is through me and my Facebook page. 

Today, Alan sent me yet another forwarded copy of something going on in the family. I’m done. I won’t allow them to use me to get news of Alan via Facebook anymore. I have blocked the entire family.  Mine and his. I’m done. We don’t believe what they believe and I won’t be used anymore.

Family doesn’t mean blood. 




Let’s talk about friends

Friends are people who are there for you through thick and thin. Friends consider you a part of themselves, an arm or leg or kidney. If they lose you, it’s a tragedy not an “oh well” I can go get more. Friends may have their own problems, but when yours are overwhelming and you need them, theirs take a back burner. Friends listen instead of one up you. Friends love you even when you fuck up royally. Friends tell you when you have spinach in your teeth or when that outfit makes you look like the side of a Barn. Just needed to get that off my chest.

Sunday, November 18, 2018

The Global Elites- What are they up to?

Another wild conspiracy theory which actually isn’t so wild after all. You’ve heard that some very influential (aka elitist) people are buying up properties in remote parts of the world such as New Zealand. Why? If all the nuclear plants in America were to blow up the natural currents and wind patterns would bypass New Zealand. The elites are Democrats. Why would they want completely open borders? They want everyone (all the poor, all the criminals, undesirables etc) to come to the U.S.  Why? In the rest of the world, the “undesirables “ population (poor, criminals etc) live in the cities. Including here. So if everyone they want to get rid of (Agenda 21 get rid of 90% of the population) live in the cities (and a large percentage of them have walked in through our open borders), just nuke the whole U.S. and a few major cities around the world and 90% of the population that is draining the earth is gone.

Why rush to get artificial intelligence going when there are so many people who need jobs.  The elites are also heavy into financing populating other planets.  The manpower needed to maintain AI is minimal. AI can be used to maintain AI

They need to wipeout the “useless people”. I firmly believe they will do it with bioweapons

They’ve already started. Years ago. Toxic vaccines, toxic preservatives, toxic medications, toxic pesticides.

Promotion of undeclared sexuality thereby promoting sex with anyone spreading STDs.




Religion

Who knows why but every once in awhile I think about religion. Maybe I miss the comraderie and social aspect, maybe I’m trying once again to find a label for what I believe. I don’t believe in the Christian god. I have no memory at all of ever believing in god. We are all born atheists, then we are brainwashed into believing whatever our parents believe.

Recently I took a couple of online quizzes to see where I fit in. Both said said Universal Unitarian with Pagan undertones. So, I looked up UU and read about what they believe. Basically they believe anything you want but you’re jumbled in with people who do believe in god and people who don’t. People who do believe in reincarnation and people who don’t. It’s basically a jumbalaya of beliefs all thrown in to one church, some which completely contradict each other. How does that work? What sort of church service would you have with people who believe in god and atheists in the same congregation?

So, I’ll throw out what I believe here and see what comes back to me.

1. I don’t believe in a god you have to worship. Worship, jealousy, hate, revenge, sacrifice, murder, enslavement, oppression, discrimination, coercion, blackmail and sexism are attributes of human beings. No god I would worship would have these traits. Gods who have these attributes are made up by greedy, controlling, narcissistic, sociopathic men.  I don’t believe in a god that has ever or will ever have anything at all to do with people. I do believe in a “oneness” for lack of a better word.

2. What is the origin of the universe? Don’t know, don’t care, although I suspect this planet was seeded.

3.  What happens to us when we die? I do believe in the soul. Maybe soul is the wrong word. We have energy. Energy never dies. I do believe in reincarnation. I do believe we have lessons to learn for each life. I do believe we come back with little to no knowledge of our previous lives. I cannot believe in a god who gives us one life, throws some people down into a starving life in Ethiopia and says that’s it, that’s all you get.

4. Why is there evil and suffering? As stated above, I believe we each have our own particular lessons to learn from life. My lesson in this life is different from my next door neighbors lessons. Some people’s lessons are to experience true evil. Some people’s lesson is to experience victimhood. Some is to experience mass loss, hunger, abuse, poverty or success, being artistic, helping others etc.

5. Is it necessary to worship? No. That is a man made concept. I do believe it is necessary to respect and honor but not gods. The earth and everything on it and each other.

6.  Is there heaven or hell? No. Those are man made concepts designed to control people. They are threats.

7. What are my beliefs concerning abortion, divorce, pot, LGBTQ (and whatever else)? Whatever. It’s your life. They are your lessons. I have no right to judge you, tell you what to do or say you can’t do it.

8. Do I believe the Bible is a religious text or the word of god/Jesus. No. Most of it is either horrible, boring or contradicts itself. It’s a group of books a bunch of guys in Constantinople put together to control the people. It’s been changed so many times it’s not funny and basically it only needs one rule. Don’t be a dick.

So what am I looking for? We are social animals. Most of us are not hermits. I’m introverted and don’t care for participating in groups but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to feel like I belong. That doesn’t mean I want to find a small group and dance naked in the moonlight revering the earth either.

I need ideas.





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Sunday, March 25, 2012

Love is.....

Love is different for everyone and very hard to describe. So what does it mean to be in love? I know who my soul mate is. How do I know? I can feel what he feels without asking what’s wrong. When I put my arms around him, I feel like I’m home. I feel hope in my soul and magic everywhere else. I want him to grow and I want to grow with him. It’s having full confidence that he can and will accomplish his dreams and getting the same from him. My love is selfless, it's honest and it's bold. It’s one not minding a sacrifice so the other can achieve. It’s challenging each other and knowing both of us will give 110% to see our dreams through. My love is fierce, it’s wonderous and it’s honorable. It’s seeing someone for who they truly are and loving them for being that person. It’s the radiance in his eyes. My love is gentle, it’s tender and my love survives anything.

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Friday, November 25, 2011

Half Century

I will be 50 on December 15th. Added to the Thanksgiving, Black Friday, My 50th Birthday and Christmas is my daughter Linzy's 32nd Birthday on Dec 1, and my trip to Texas Dec 17 -26. It's going to be a full month. I have nothing planned for my 50th. I don't know what my family or friends have planned if anything. I was one of those people who couldn't wait to get old. I never conformed to what the young people around me were. I am not volumptuous, or especially stylish, I can usually take men or leave them, I was never a party animal, I never identified with any TV or music character or emulated any of them. What I did know was that all the old people I knew didn't give a damn what they wore, didn't care if they gained a few pounds and did what they damn well pleased. THAT'S what I wanted and I couldn't wait to get old to have it. Now I have it and it's WONDERFUL! I own my own home (or will in 7 years and 3 months), I don't owe anything on my cars, furniture, electronics, have one credit card which I owe nothing on, I have two cute dogs, two cute daughters, four cute grandkids, my health is relatively good, I feel great (except for my shoulder which is healing) I'm 20 pounds overweight and don't care, I wear mens pajamas to bed and don't care, I don't wear any makeup most of the time and don't care. What more could I want?

Thursday, November 3, 2011

What I want in a Partner

Pam's acceptable significant other:

1. Educated or at least curious. I'm one of those people who can have just as much fun "making whoopi" as I can having a spirited conversation or debate with an interesting partner, even if their views are very different than mine.

2. They don't have to be a contest winner but I don't want to throw up or get scaird when I wake up next to them. No body builders, Hair is not necessarily a requirement although I do like it. It's just dead cells hanging from our heads. Just average build, I don't mind a slight spare tire. I'm 5'9" (175 cm) and weigh 160 pounds (11 stone, I don't know what you use for weight) I'm on a diet. I don't want some exercise fanatic but I would like someone fit enough to sail and likes to go for leisurely walks on occasion.

3. I don't need the person to be a Bill Gates or one of the Waltons. Money is nice but it's not everything. I live in a small house, it's mine and it's not a mansion and I'm not looking for someone to pick me up in a helicopter and sweep me off to Paris for lunch.

4. Have some awareness of themself, the world and the impact of their actions. I'm not a card carrying recycler or down at the beach everyday looking for whales to save but I am aware of my carbon footprint. I don't litter, try to use non aerosol products and try not to use too many chemicals or processed food because they just are not good for us.

5. Be comfortable in their skin. In other words, no macho or psycho idiots. I know who I am, I'm comfortable with who I am and I don't need to prove anything to anyone. I would like someone who is also comfortable in their skin. Wear a pink shirt, like the Carpenters music and admit it. Those are just examples.

6. Be ambitious. That doesn't mean be rich. That means want to improve your situation and have the drive to do it. I don't care if they are a plumber, be the best damn plumber in town.

7. Have a sense of humor. When we are 90 and sitting in our rocking chairs, I will still make my partner laugh and I would like that in return.

8. Sex. Sex is great, I'm the first to admit that but it is not the end all bomb of life. There are so many other things in life to be cherished, appreciated and done. I don't want to be with someone who, upon arriving at a beautiful destination, is thinking "we could have sex on that rock over there and that piece of grass, behind that tree...." Give me a break.

Are these things too much to ask?

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

The Rules Haven't Changed

Today on The View, Tom Brokaw said that NBC was a male dominated arena but then women came into the news picture and the rules changed. The rules didn't change Tom. Treat others as you wish to be treated has always been around. What changed was that men started having to follow the rules. Tom, Tom, Tom, think about what you are saying. He's old school so I guess I forgive him since he's one of my favorite news persons.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

FINALLY Americans get off their asses

The 99%. YES, YES, YES, this is what we need. This is what I have said all along. Americans and everyone in the world need to put their foot down and tell the banks, the politicians and corporate America to shove it up their ass. We're not going to take it anymore. People don't realize what power they have. If you don't like the gas prices, stop buying gas. Believe me it won't take but a few days before the gas prices come down. If you don't like your bank, get a credit union account. Those institutions are member owned. You get to vote on what the rules are. Credit Unions came through the financial crisis just fine. Good for the protesters. Keep protesting and protest all around the world. It does work!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Mormons in Politics

So, here we are again debating Mitt Romney's religion. Is Mormonism a cult? Having been unwillingly forced to join the Mormon church I would say yes, absolutely, Mormonism is a cult. However, so are Catholics, Presbyterians, Methodists, Baptists and every other religion on the planet. They are all cults so what's the big deal? The best candidate for President would be an Atheist or Agnostic. We need someone filthy rich so the lobbyists can't buy him/her, no religion so the Christians can't buy him/her, a businessperson so they can figure out how to manage the nation's money, and openminded so he/she is willing to at least listen to all points of view.

If we don't get Christians out of government service, they will destroy the American people the same way they have wiped out and destroyed every other culture they have ever come in contact with.

Monday, September 19, 2011

Ramblings on current events

Having traveled around a little I have found that people are basically the same everywhere. We all want a decent home, healthy children, a job we can support our families with a few extra percs like time and money to take a little vacation every year, good schools, safe neighborhoods, a governing system we can have faith in, the freedom to practice whatever religion we choose, the means to defend ourselves if necessary (yes, I firmly believe in our 2nd amendment, the right to bear arms), healthy food, and a warm, loving community free of crime, gangs and drugs. Some people just go about getting those things in unorthodox ways. Men and women are basically the same all around the world as well. You have your bad apples, mooching men, mooching women. Hard working men and women.

The work ethic of our youth really concerns me. They are so instant gratification centered. They don't seem to want to do actual work for anything. This may be an American thing. These youth are going to be controlling my retirement funds. It scares me to death. I have the feeling we are going to hell in a hand basket and soon with countries like Greece going bankrupt. I feel we are in for a huge depression. I've got my yard ready for gardens and cut my expenses down to nothing but house payment, elec/water, and cable/internet/fone. If necessary, I can cut the internet and cable. I have hundreds of books. You know what? I don't think it would be a bad thing to do back to a simpler time.

Have a great day and remember:

"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming: Wow - what a ride!"
It rained in Dallas, The Asian girl who "committed suicide" or was murdered in California after her soon to be step son fell down the stairs and later died. This is not news. How many other people committed suicide or were murdered and why weren't all their stories also reported? Real housewives show ending, the pressures of reality TV are you kidding? These people are absolutely ridiculous to start off with so thank whoever is up there listening that they are going off the air. Nothing but a bunch of whining, spoiled little bitches with nothing better to do but sit around and whine some more. Who wore what to the emmy's? People, people, people, Harry Reesner and Walter Chronkite are rolling over in their graves. I have news for you. You are making commentary, you are not reporting the news. Who are the worst? CNN, Fox Headline News, MSNBC News, well they are all horrible.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Losing Your Blog and Your Husband

I lost my blog. It took forever to find it. That's what I get for not posting often enough. I'm divorced now. After much fiasco I am single once again. I have decided I like being by myself. I just don't make good marriage material. I like putting things in my refrigerator and finding them just where I left them when I come home. I like paying the bills and knowing they are paid. I like knowing where all my dishes are. I like having alcohol in the house and having it last more than 24 hours. I like being able to put my medication on my bedside table and it's still there when I wake up. I like going to bed without having to wonder if some grunting, sweating man is going to want to have sex after they've spent the day treating me like shit. I like choosing what I want to watch on TV. I like deciding whether I want to cook or go out for dinner. I like dropping everything and just going where ever I want to without having to check in with someone. I like being able to just go buy something if I want to instead of having to check with someone else to see if they have squandered all the money they were supposed to pay bills with. I like being able to post on my blog without someone hanging over me suspicious of what I'm doing even though I have never given them even the vaguest hint of impropriety. Last but not least, I bought a house and I like remodeling it however I want to without someone else saying, "no, I want it done this way"