Losing Your Blog and Your Husband

I lost my blog. It took forever to find it. That's what I get for not posting often enough. I'm divorced now. After much fiasco I am single once again. I have decided I like being by myself. I just don't make good marriage material. I like putting things in my refrigerator and finding them just where I left them when I come home. I like paying the bills and knowing they are paid. I like knowing where all my dishes are. I like having alcohol in the house and having it last more than 24 hours. I like being able to put my medication on my bedside table and it's still there when I wake up. I like going to bed without having to wonder if some grunting, sweating man is going to want to have sex after they've spent the day treating me like shit. I like choosing what I want to watch on TV. I like deciding whether I want to cook or go out for dinner. I like dropping everything and just going where ever I want to without having to check in with someone. I like being able to just go buy something if I want to instead of having to check with someone else to see if they have squandered all the money they were supposed to pay bills with. I like being able to post on my blog without someone hanging over me suspicious of what I'm doing even though I have never given them even the vaguest hint of impropriety. Last but not least, I bought a house and I like remodeling it however I want to without someone else saying, "no, I want it done this way"